Monday, Jan. 10, 2005 - 10:36 p.m.
Pitiful, hateful, resolute
January 10th and today it actually occured to me that it is a new year. Not just in manner of there being/having been a party season but that the things that only two weeks ago I could say were 'last year' are now officially ages ago.And there's nothing like that realisation to give you a mild kick up the jacksie.
It is now officially A Long Time Ago that I broke up with B; that I stopped being sad about the breakup; that I got this job ... yada yada yada.
So it's now time that I can put alllll that behind me and Move On. See, only 10 days into the year for me to realise that. Still it's not too late for resolutions, is it?
OK so this evening I was going to do a semi-resolution and do a Ross except I was going to actually cancel my gym membership and not be hoodwinked into keeping on there. I know people are meant to *join* gyms in January but I wanted to just stop wasting money. Anyway - I don't remember Ross being given three free personal training sessions, do you?
Although I'm still unsure whether personal training sessions, free or not, are a good thing. Because I still hate the gym. And tomorrow night I'll be one of those pitiful characters at the hateful place.
Gaaaaah.