Tuesday, Mar. 15, 2005 - 10:24 p.m.
An Eeyore State Of Mind
Well at least I can confirm that even if everything in your life just makes you go 'meh', the prospect of a holiday in New York still makes me go 'whoopee!' Thank heaven for NYC.'So, Jennyj, after the fiasco with not getting that job you applied for that you thought would be a dead cert, that annoyed and disappointed you, are you now spurred on to find something else, something exciting and new?'
'Meh'
I changed three plug fuses tonight, realised one was just that the bulb had gone (dur, meh), one did the trick, and the last I just decided to throw the whole lighting affair in the bin. About time. I was a bit embarassed to have a string of lighted hearts in my room anyway, even though I always took great pains to explain to people that you don't notice the hearts but isn't the light they give off nice?
So, who knew 9 Songs (anagram of 9 snogs) was actually pretty sad? It was much sadder than I had expected it to be, and I'm still floating a little bit on its down draft from having seen it 3 days ago. It's because, at the beginning, the sxe is all a bit sxey and I was thinking, oh yeah, getting together with someone is BRILLIANT. But then all the little things leading to its kind of sad denoument, and the very facts that she's not a particularly nice person or much into him and that he mistakenly thinks he's in love with her, and it all breaks down as it inevitably would - oh, love all seems such a drag.
Also, I can't imagine someone making my heart leap with theirs, right now, so it's easier for me to believe in the end. Boo.
But maybe after I've had my hair cut it will all be right again, in manner of an inverse-Samson?